Reborn In Darkness - Season 1 - Episode 35

4 years ago

Reborn In Darkness - Season 1 - Episode 35

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Daniel’s POV

To say i was in a shock is an understatement, I was terrified to the core such that even as I woke up from my blackout, my heart was still racing.

I woke up just at the point when Chalwe and the other men where seriously praying for the snake.

I watched as it twisted and screamed in a hissing tone and fall down dead. Seeing my wife’s head on it made me want to throw up.

I knew she was sorry seeing how she was crying as she narrated the story. In my heart I wanted to reach out to her and help her feel okay. But I was so much in shock so much that I was agitated just her being so close to me.
Seeing her walk away from our bedroom was sad, I was contributing to her pain and I could not do a thing to help her.

“What are you doing Daniels?” I hit my head sitting back on my bed. I didn’t even realise I fall asleep, by the time I woke up it was way past 08 am.

I took a quick bath and stood determined to face a new day. In my mind I made a mental note to behave well around my wife and let her feel my support. Knowing so well, I was not going to devorce her. Part of me felt I loved her and there was no way I was going to throw away our marriage over the past. I had to find a way to work through the dark past and start anew.

“Good morning Cuz!” Chalwe called me out from the Kitchen.
“Good morning ” I responded walking towards the kitchen to join him.
“You sister in law is still sleeping?” I asked grabbing a glass of water and pouring myself some water from the water bottle.
“No, she woke up about 2 hours ago and left” he responded. At the moment I thought he was talking about her going for work but then it clicked that it was a Saturday.
“What? Is she working today?” I asked sighing deeply after drinking the water.
“No, she said she needed to stay away for a while. She said she could not stand the pain she saw you going through and according to her, she wants you to come around on your own terms” he explained
“Oh no, how can she just leave without talking to me first. She should have heard me or better still told me she felt that way” I sunk back in the kitchen chair feeling guilty for the way I acted.

“Maybe you didn’t give her a reason to stay in this house. She was under the influence of the enemy Daniels, you can not throw all this on her. Have you sat down to think of how much she went through over the years. How much pain shevmust have suffered especially that she had no one to share her burdens with? It’s easy to judge others when they sin, but let me ask you a question, have you not sinned yourself?” He challenged me.

“I have ” I responded bluntly.
“Yeah you have, right, not only once but several times. Imagine God had never forgiven you for those many times you sinned?” He shook his head as he went on making himself some breakfast.
“Think of it in this way, God has forgiven her, has set her free, the same God who has several times let you back to him after you backslid. How will he feel his child whom he has embraced with his iniquity falling to forgive another when he himself has forgiven her?” He looked at me this time pausing whatever hecwas doing with his bread.
“I know I acted bad towards her last night. I need to find her and bring her back home. She is my wife and I know she needs me more than ever” I stood up wanting to go out to find her just to realise I had no idea where she had gone

“Did she say where she was going?” I asked Chalwe .
“No she didn’t say that. Have you tried to call her line?” He asked.
“Yes, I have called her more than 3 times now but I cannot get through to her” I responded trying to call her line again