Crying Blood (Bleeding Tears) - Season 1 - Episode 24

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Crying Blood (Bleeding Tears) - Season 1 - Episode 24

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LESLEY
Rudzi: They said I can go home today but they will be keeping Ipfi here see a therapist.I don’t want
to leave her here Les.

Me: Babe don’t worry we will come and see in all visiting hours.Please don’t stress too much..

Rudzi: I really feel responsible for what happened to her because I should have reported that
pervert when he tried his luck with me.But then still she said it’s not him but some old man she
refused to date

Me: Don’t beat yourself too much babe.You wouldn’t have known..Did she mention the name?

Rudzi: She didn’t mention alot because that’s when you came with the car.I swear I will kill a dog if
I find out who it is.

Me: Babe come let’s go and see her before we go and sign your discharge forms…
We walked out to Ipfi’s ward.


IPFI
No one could compare to the pain I feel deep inside.Being sexually abused is not something to be
taken lightly.I felt my soul leave my body when that man took my innocence forcefully.rage builds
up whenever I think about that moment.I haven’t cried since I woke up today but instead I have
rage deep inside of me.All I can think of is killing myself.Where was God when that man did this to
me.Where was God when mom abused my sister? Where was he when my step father pleased
himself with me telling me that he is preparing me for the day when he will finally enter me.Where
was He when my step father prepared me for that old man to molerstrate me?

I was so lost deep In my thoughts when Rudzani and Les walked in..She had a worried look on
her face..Honestly I don’t know how she does it..She never takes it all to heart..You will never find
her breaking because of all this.Growing up I have witnessed all that she went through in the arms
of the woman we call our mother.I felt her arms hug me

Rudzi: Baby are you okay?
I nodded

Les: Is there anything you need?
I shook my head no.

Honestly I didn’t have the courage to speak.I was so afraid that my voice will betray me.The
moment I saw my sister tears were on the verge of falling so talking will just make me cry.

Rudzi: I’m here for you babe every step of the way.
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Days went by with me at the hospital..I spoke to the therapist twice a day and they said I was
ready to go home.