Must Read: An Incest Birthday (18+)

7 years ago

Must Read: An Incest Birthday (18+)

“So how do you feel knowing your kids are kids are sleeping together Jim? Pissed?” dad asked.

“No Mike I’m not pissed. I’m a lot of things, but pissed isn’t one of them. You know you can come to me with anything, you two don’t have to hide anything from me,” Jim said.
“This is kind of a big deal. We wanted to be careful when we told you,” Stephanie said.
Jim readjusted his standing posture. “Well I’d be lying if I said it didn’t come as a shock, but I stand by the words I said about Randy and Rita, I may not understand why you sleep with your brother, but it’s your life, and I just have to accept it.”
“Me too sweetie,” Marie said. “I’d much rather accept the fact that you sleep with your brother than lose both of you. Like Jim said, it’s your life. We’ll just have to deal.”
“It’s not just a friends with benefits thing mom, we love each other. It may not be as strong or as out there as Rita and Randy, but we do,” Stephanie said.
“You don’t have to get it all out now honey, we can sit down later and talk about it, as much as you want, so that we all have a better understanding of the situation,” Jim said.
I saw the way Jim handled it and wished it could’ve been that way for us. He didn’t yell, he didn’t get upset, if he did then he had one of the best poker faces I’ve ever seen. After that no one knew what to say, we all stood there waiting for someone to say something, anything.

So that’s it Jim? You’re ok with your little girl sleeping with her older brother?” dad asked.

“What I think doesn’t matter in a situation like this. But to answer your question, am I ok with it? I don’t know, I won’t know the answer to that until time passes, but I will respect their decision to do it because it’s just that, their decision,” Jim replied.
That’s good. At least you know where you stand. Me? I can’t accept it. The world is an ugly place when it has something to exploit, and I won’t let my kids be victims. I may seem like an asshole, but if that’s the route I have to take then that’s just how it’s gonna have to be. I think I had enough yelling for one day, we should be getting home. Rita, grab your stuff and let’s go.”
“I’ve never disobeyed you in my life dad, because I never had to, but this time you don’t give me a choice. I’m not coming back, unless you let Randy come back too,” Rita said.
“Rita I’m not trying to do this, grab your stuff and let’s go.”
“Dad no! Did you hear anything they said? You can’t just separate us by force, it won’t work!”
“I can, and it will. Get your stuff and let’s go, I’ll be waiting in the car. Goodnight everyone.”
He turned and headed for the door. After everything that had been said, nothing changed in him, nothing. After seeing how Jim handled the situation and accepted them for the decision they made he didn’t change the way he went about it at all. After everything that happened he still left out with the same attitude he came in with, and it pissed me off. It pissed me off so much that I wasn’t gonna just let him leave without letting him know.
“DAD STOP!” I yelled. “WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? ANSWER ME!”
He stopped for a second, and then kept walking for the door. He didn’t even wanna hear what I had to say. The last two weeks have been nothing but unnecessary torture. We put up with his conditions, even longer than we were asked to, and nothing changed. The way he was acting right now, like he was ashamed of us, did nothing but push us away from him. if he didn’t stop, he would push us away for good, and the way he was acting it was like it wouldn’t matter, as long as we stopped doing what we were doing, which wasn’t an option. Him ignoring me like that, like I was just some random person and not his son, pushed me to my boiling point.
“I said ANSWER ME!!”
He stopped, turned around, and gave me a death stare, and then he stormed towards me, but I held my ground. I wasn’t running any more, not from dad, not from us, not from anything.
“YOU KNOW WHY I’M DOING THIS! DON’T ASK QUESTIONS YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER TO! I WILL NOT STAND BY WHILE MY KIDS SCREW EACH OTHER!”
“Your kids? We haven’t been your kids in two weeks dad! I’ve been ‘him’ and Rita might as well be prison inmate 5277 or something! It’s like you’re ashamed of us!”
“Do you know what you’re doing? I mean really, do you know what you’re doing? You don’t, that’s why I’m here, to get you back on trach before you mess your life up, and Rita’s.”
“How are we gonna mess up our lives dad? We’re not gonna go blabbing to everyone we meet, we’re not stupid. You didn’t even know about us until a little while ago!”
“But I found out though. Just like the outside world will. You’re gonna slip up again and it’s gonna be on a bigger stage, and once you do you can’t take it back! Don’t you get it? You’re toying with your lives! Once this gets out, you won’t have lives anymore, you won’t!”
“Why not? Because it’s socially unacceptable? We won’t let it get out, and if it does, who cares? We don’t! It won’t be the end of the world! We don’t care what the world thinks, we care what you think, and mom thinks, and Aunt Lisa thinks. Why do you think we agreed to all those crappy terms you set for us? We want you to be ok with us seeing each other!”
“How could I possibly be ok with something like that Randy? This isn’t you choosing to go to college in another state, or not following in my footsteps to be a realtor, this is you sleeping with your sister! I just can’t be the only one who sees the wrong in all of this!”
I paused. “You know what dad, yeah it is wrong. A brother and sister are not supposed to do the things we do. Yeah it is against society’s rules, but you know what? Some rules are made to be broken. I can’t turn off my feelings for her any more than you can for mom, or Marie can for Jim. You can’t help who you fall for dad, sister or not!”
He sighed, turned and headed for the door, but before he walked out he turned around and looked me square in the eye. “I’m sorry son, this is something that I just can’t get behind. No matter how much you try to convince me, I can’t be ok with this.”.

“Dad… just try. For the sake of our family, just try, please.”
“Dad please, if we ever need you to understand anything in our life, this is it,” Rita said.
“Mike, they’re begging you, they don’t wanna lose you in their life,” Aunt Lisa added.
“I understand that, but I just…”
“But what? These are your kids, and they’re asking, begging, for your approval,” mom said.
I could tell by his face that after everything that was just said, he still wouldn’t budge. “I can’t, I just can’t go along with this. I have to go. Rita, are you coming?”
She looked up at dad and although it pained her to do it, she shook her head no. dad dropped his head, turned around and walked out the door without another word. For a while the rest of us just stood there, not knowing what to say.

Stephanie was now holding Chris’ hand and Rita pulled me into a hug, which I instantly returned. I looked over at mom and Aunt Lisa who came over and got in on the hug to try to comfort us.

“He’s coming around, slowly but surely. He just needs more time,” mom said.
“How can you be so sure? You saw the way he was, nothing’s changed,” Rita followed.

“Yes it has, for one he didn’t get violent, two, he actually listened to what everyone had to say, and three, he actually gave Rita a choice on whether she wanted to come home or not. Those are all big things. He’s still your father. No matter how upsetting me might be right now, he is only doing what he thinks is best for you. He’s thinking about you two, not himself.”
“Your mom is right,” Jim said. “He doesn’t sound vindictive or look like he’s doing anything to intentionally hurt you. His main focus is your well-being. He might be taking a few bad steps along the way in my opinion, but his motives are pure.”

“So where do we go from here?” I asked. “What happens now?”
“You live your lives, there’s nothing more you can do,” Aunt Lisa said.