Must Read: Lost Of Virginity

7 years ago

Must Read: Lost Of Virginity

I stood frozen on the spot as fear stirred up
inside
me. Even the curtains against the window were
dark and heavy blocking out the night’s sky.
Again I spoke into the silence, “Is anyone
there…?” I stuttered out of fear but there was
no
response.
I was about to take a step forward when I heard
the floor board creek which automatically
made
my eyes begin to water. My heart was pounding
hard against my chest. I was so scared I wanted
to burst into tears. I already had a fear of the
dark
and being in here in the darkness with some
unknown person had me shaking and
hyperventilating.
“Who’s there?” I cried out again – silence.
I didn’t know what to do as my body stood
paralyzed in one spot, so I decided to try
screaming for help. The second I was about to
open my mouth a cold hand clamped over it
preventing any sound from escaping my lips. I
panicked and tried to scream but it was
muffled
against the unknown hand. The hand was too
big
to be a girl’s so I knew it had to be a guy’s.

Swiftly I turned around and was about to start
hitting him, but he completely overpowered
me.
He pushed me hard in the shoulder as I went
flying across the room and my head smashed
against something hard as I felt warm liquid
begin
to cover my head. Dizzily, I reach up and
touched
the thick liquid oozing out of my head and
instantly I knew it was blood.
I began to scream at the top of my lungs. I felt
his
hands wrap around my ankles as he pulled me
down towards him. “Shut up!” He hissed.
I tried to put a face to the voice but I was too
panicked to focus. Rivers of tears were now
flowing down my cheeks as I squirmed to get
away but his hold on me was too strong. I could
feel my strength fading and my body began to
shake with pure terror as I realized I couldn’t
escape.
“What’s wrong Jane? You can go around kissing
everyone tonight but me?!” He gritted through
his teeth. “I saw you with Adams on the lawn
and then Derrek in the kitchen. What about
me, don’t I
get one!”

He locked my feet down with his legs as he
began
crawling on top of me. I tried to punch him but
he blocked it by grabbing both my arms and
pinning
them against the floor. I screamed out in pain
as
my wrists were smashed with force between
the
floor and his hands. My head was still pounding
and I could feel the blood dripping down my
neck
and soaking my back.
“Please…” I cried out, “J-just let me go…I’m
so-
sorry! I’ll give you a-a kiss if that’s what you
want…” I stuttered through my sobs. My
breathing was erratic I kept gasping but felt like
I couldn’t
get enough air into my lungs.

A malicious chuckle came from him as he
began
forcing his legs between mine. “No, I want
more than a kiss.”
I tried to keep my legs together, but he was
too
strong and heavy. I screamed out again,
wondering where the hell everyone was. This
was
supposed to be a party surely people had to of
heard my screams, why wasn’t anyone coming?
I
felt so alone and scared and vulnerable.

“You had better shut up!” He threatened me. I
could tell he was growing impatient because his
voice was growing angrier. He was sweating and
his breathing had quickened but I could tell he
was also becoming excited.
He pushed both my hands together and held
them
above my head with his right hand. Even both
my
hands were no match against his one as I tried
pulling them away unsuccessfully. He spread
my
legs open when I tried to kick him away but he
barely even flinched. He was big and I’m not
talking about muscles, his round body barely fit
between my legs making it almost impossible
to
move them.
With his free hand he ripped the strap off my
dress exposing my Unclad chest to him.

Immediately I wished I had never worn this, I
wished I had never changed my look to try and
make Adams jealous! My loud sobs were now
mixed in with hiccups as I began to give up and
let my body go limp.
Suddenly his hand was at my throat blocking
my
airway, squeezing and pushing me down against
the floor using his weight to exert more force.
“Stop Bleeping crying!” He growled as his grip got
tighter and tighter. I tried gasping for air but
nothing came as my body began to shake from
lack of oxygen. I felt light headed and thought I
was going to black out. Stay awake I told
myself,
don’t black out! I found the energy and the will
to
struggle against his death grip. I turned my
head
from side to side and bucked my whole body
bracing myself with my feet on the floor. He
grinned and laughed as he said “That’s it Jane,
struggle it’ll make it feel better for me!” He
moved
in to kiss me and I could look into his eyes,
which
were glassy and cold. I could smell his sour
breath. I felt nauseous as my stomach began
churning. I turned my head and he kissed and
licked the side of my neck.
He finally let go of my throat and moved his
hand downward as I breathed in sharply,
gasping
in deep gulps of air. His hand ran over my
breasts
squeezing roughly and pinching my Tips
making me m0an in pain. He put his mouth on
my
b0s0m and encircled the Tip before biting
down. I could feel his breath on my skin
making it
crawl. He paused to look at me to see the
terror
in my eyes. Then his hand began moving its
way
down between my breasts and inside the top
half
of my torn dress triggering an alarm inside me.
“Please!” I begged.
“I said shut the Fork up!” Suddenly the black of
his hand slapped hard against my face as my
cries
grew louder.

The sound of something smashing against the
other side of the door made us turn our heads
toward the noise. He froze, his eyes wide for a
brief moment, and that was all I needed to
push
him as hard as I could. He didn’t move very far
but it gave me the chance to wriggle free and
try
to get up.
“Open it dude!” I heard Adams yell on the
other
side of the door.
“Fork, I’m trying to find the key!” Derrek yelled
back.
“Adams!” I screamed as I jumped to my feet
and
attempted to run for the door. The guy got to
me
first as he clamped his hand onto my arm and
threw me hard against the floor. I screamed
out in
agony.
I heard another smash on the door.
“If you Bleeping break that you’re paying for it!”
Derrek yelled.

“Shut up!” Adams yelled back as he smashed
against the door again.
Suddenly, I was grabbed by my hair and
dragged
across the floor toward the closet. I didn’t want
to
scream anymore because I knew it would drive
Adams mad but I couldn’t help it. My loud
excruciating screams echoed throughout the
house. I felt like he was ripping my scalp off
my
head.

I tried to see what he was doing when I heard
him
open up the closet door but at the same time I
heard the deadbolt click unlocked as the door
swung open. Adams rushed into the bedroom
with
Derrek slowly tagging behind.
I finally looked up at the boy and saw his red
hair, freckled face and his chunky body. It was
Liam.
“You Bleeping bastard!” Adams shouted. It was
the
first time I had ever heard Adams swear. He
ran
toward Liam and punched him in the face
before
Liam even had a chance to react.
Liam smashed against the wall behind him as
he
slid to the floor with a big thud. He looked up
at
Adams as blood began to gush out of his nose.
“You know your little angel was fooling around
with Derrek not even ten minutes ago.” Liam
stated with pure malice.

A look of hurt flashed across Adams’ face as
instant regret wash over me. I had never felt
so
dishonest and unworthy in my life. I wished I
could just curl up into a little ball and disappear
forever. Adams’ face quickly changed to anger
as
he kicked Liam hard in the ribs making Liam
scream out in pain.
“Fork you Liam, you don’t know Shtt!” Derrek
finally spoke up as he pushed Adams out of the
way. He grabbed Liam by his shirt and pulled
him up with little effort, “I told you to stay
away from Jane!” It was Derrek’s turn to punch
Liam but
this time as Liam fell to the ground he was
completely knocked out.
I was sitting there looking down at Liam’s
unconscious body while my own body was
shaking uncontrollably. I felt Adams’ arms wrap
around me as I rested my head in his chest,
tears
streaming down my face.
“What are we going to do with him?” Adams
questioned Derrek.
“What can we do?”
“Well, she can charge him…Can’t she?”
“Ha! Not likely, Liam’s dad is one of
McLasgidin’s most respected Judges and his
mom is that Bleeping Sekxy and sweet nurse at
the hospital.”

Derrek said as he analyzed Liam’s body. “Who
do you think they’re going to believe? Liam –
the
son of two extremely respected adults or Jane
– the weird loner girl?”