Renegade Love, A Story Of Love, Fear, Secrets, Lies, Hurts And Forgiveness - Season 1 - Episode 23

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Renegade Love, A Story Of Love, Fear, Secrets, Lies, Hurts And Forgiveness - Season 1 - Episode 23

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STUBBORN RACHEL

“it was the Indians, wasn’t it? They forced u to those things against your will. Either you did what they told you or you die. You wanted to survive its only natural”

he swung away from her and began pacing. Rachel swallowed back her fear and told herself that she was doing the right thing. She had thought about it the better part of the night. There was so much he was holding inside him. So much he was holding inside him.so much he needed to let out if he was holding inside him.so much he needed to let out if he was ever going to regard himself as an acceptable human being. She could help him but she had to know everything.

“you are tomas de bastitas” she said more forcefully picking up a plank of wood Davis smashed it against the windowsill, crushing the mating scorpions. “shut up,”he demanded ”you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”

“AngeliQue and your brother told me about the ostracism Indian captives face when returning home. Is that what you are afraid of? That your family won’t accept you?…… That you won’t fit into the society?.”

“i said shut up! He turned on her. The wood shaking in his hands he glared at Rachel and shouted. ”just who the hell do you think you are anyway, trying to pick a man’s brain apart? What do you know about civilized society say about Tomas de Bastitas?”

his vouve going hoarse with emotion. He sneered ” can you imagine an aristocratic family like that to suddenly have a savage among them? Why he might do something to embarrass them like dribble food down the front of his shirt
when he eats or use improper English. And God forbid he might be walking in san Antonio oneday and come face to face with someone he had hurt in his past. The good people of the city will have the entire frigging bastitas family run out of Texas.

i have seen it all Rachel, while living at fort bliss i saw the captives the soldier rescued from the Indians. I saw the letters that went out informing families of the rescue and i also saw the letters that they returned begging the army’s pardon. But they really didn’t think the woman or child would be happy in surroundings as they could offer. It would be too stifling for their character.”

“the bastitas family is not like that, they love tomas very much.”

he whirled on Her, his chest heaving. “tomas de bastitas is dead, do you hear me, he is dead”
“how do you know”
“if he is not then they should leave him alone to be , becos he is probably wishing that he were and their meddling is only going to make matter’s worse”