Undecided - S01 E09

3 years ago

Undecided - S01 E09

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 9

Dib'z POV

It’s been days since that really awesome time with Fola in the hall and she’s been all I can think of,I’ve never felt like this before and it’s weird in the sense that I love and hate the feeling at the same time.

I love the fact that she makes me feel something new like I’ve this longing to just be with her even if we don’t talk,just to be close to her and inhale her scent is enough I know I sound like a smitten creep but I just can’t help it then I hate the fact that someone has this much hold over me which I think is not healthy cus if that person leaves I don’t know what I’d do.’Lord pls help me’,I muttered to myself.

Ever since that day,we just been stealing glances at each other which is abit childish to me but more fun especially when she blushes hard when I catch her staring or when I smile at her.

“What’s up man?”,Jeff said to me patting my back.

Jeff was the first friend I made in BlueBlood and he’s a really cool guy ,popular but not rude,handsome,athletic, abit of a talkative ,I think that pretty much about him….

Oh he seems to hate Fola’s guts but something tells me he loves her more than he claims to hate her…you know the saying,’There’s a thin line between love and hate’.

I heard he tried to ask her out once and she chewed his head off and even went as far as threatening to use her dad’s connections to denote his father who’s a pro Chancellor of some university.

“I’m great man,just a bit tired that’s all”,I replied.He had this look of amusement on his face as his lips curved into a smile.”Cmon dude we’ve just had one class today so what you tired of and I know you didn’t stay up reading last night cause I know you so what’s up really?”,he said still smiling.

One thing I missed out on Jeff’s description is the sad fact that he can be abit overbearing and he doesn’t seem to get the hint when someone wants you to drop an issue.”Maybe I’m just bored”,I said sighing,hoping he’d drop it.”And maybe she might just be worse than boredom you’re trying to avoid”,he countered still wearing that stupid smile on his face.”What?…what girl?”,I said in a futile attempt to appear lost on what he’s talking about.”Oh don’t give me that I don’t know what you’re talking about crap.

I’ve been looking at you staring and smiling at Fola since you entered the class this morning,you need to learn how to be covert when checking someone out “,he finished with a smirk.”Re ally?…. checking Fola out?cmon you of all people know how much I want to leave this hellhole and you come here spewing rubbish about me checking her out and you even had the guts to add that I was smiling?…like I’m some goofy lovestruck puppy(which I am by the way) for some girl that’s in every sense irrelevant to me?guess you don’t really know me afterall and now I’m wondering how you even became my friend”,I said now feeling angry.

I know the last part bout him not being fit to be my friend was not necessary but you know that moment when you actually want something unimaginable and then someone comes and accuses you of wanting that thing and you get overly defensive because honestly you really want that thing but you’re just embarrassed.

As I opened my mouth to apologize to Jeff for being so harsh,I heard a loud bang as someone rushed out of the hall and I could hear faint sounds of sobs coming from the direction of the person but that wasn’t all,for some reason I looked to Fola’s sear and found it empty.. she was the one that left in a hurry what if………………. OMG she heard me